Who, what, when, where and...

To live without nuisance, would truly be an empty existence indeed. However, to struggle by defeats the purpose of existing at all. To question is human, as is to err, and my question at present is a simple one, why? Simple to ask that is, not to retort. I care not for why this is happening, only why so often. With 4 subsequent attacks since my attempted “in time” portrayal, and having to resort to preventative medication, my patience really is tiring of it all, as Siobhan’s too must surely be. She knows exactly how grateful and appreciative I am for her patience, kindness, love and support, but I feel it needed repeating. It must be nigh on torturous to watch someone you care about suffer, become a useless wreck every time they experience an attack, but she has been my Rock over recent weeks, and I cannot thank her enough for it.

I have recently been contemplating alternative methods of relief and prevention, such as acupuncture (though some reports suggest that it only has placebo effects,) acupressure and even reflexology or other chiropractic methods. Other methods I have read about include Biofeedback, a method of relaxation and almost meditation that incorporates an ideal similar to the “mind over matter” principle. Anyone who has had any experience in these, especially biofeedback, both personal or witnessed, I would love to hear from, leave a comment or send me an email, details are in the disclaimer at the top right of the page...

Let me leave you with some peoples depictions of their auras:


A good representation of kind of how an aura effects your vision, curling round one side, except it isn't static, it's twirls and twists, and produces patterns like one of these would on a bright sunny day


The expression given in this picture is exactly my sentiment every time I feel an attack coming on, fear and panic...


Aura and migraine art can be found all over the web, just use your good friend: